Imorieri's Random Rambling

Just me Rambling bout life. Nothing interesting. Hopefully not for long.

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Location: Ottawa (Barrhaven), Ontario, Canada

I am Human.

Monday, March 02, 2009

So I dreamt of a zombie apocalypse.
It was one of those ones where you start dreaming it, you have no control over it. Then you start waking up and you have some control over it..

It started... I don't know how or where... Actually I can't recall much of the beginning... I.E. where the zombies came from. but there was a crazy epidemic, apparently when people died doing crazy rituals or something with wormwood would help prevent people from becoming zombies.. There where two different kinds of zombies.. I forget what they were called one kind was obviously zombie the other wasn't, except in winter.. where they grew beards...

Towards the beginning we had taken refuge in a school. I remember this one scene where someone went outside and the face was somewhat familiar, she was wearing something crazy bright... And I screamed from the window, but I don't think she came back. I think I went outside after that. I don't know why. I know I fought at some point maybe it was here. I know there was like despair at all that was lost, but not quite fear? I could fight. I had my bokken with me.. maybe probably some other weapons. Whatever, so I went into the school after that.. When I went back in somehow the desks were put back the way they used to be, when the room was a classroom. We were leaving for some reason.

{Maybe it was here where I somehow would occasionally speak with old hebrew? Whatever those people meant by that. I was outside in a fairly non-zombie protected area, with a group of people, I don't think I knew any of them. I just remember the hebrew thing. And that I had my bokken. I went to get it at my house at one point. Probably the beginning. I think the school did a dream transformation, I think it was my house at the beginning but when I went outside and came back in, though I knew it was still the same building it wasn't my house but a school.}

And then I was alone, though I think I'm forgetting a section here, underground somewhere, maybe like a subway station. There was the occasional zombie that came by.. but I don't think any of them attacked me, there was more like fascination.. Though I knew I had been going on for hours I was soon at some sort of intersection like thing... more there were two paths. Only humans could go this one way, but zombies could go the other way, I initially went up the zombie path, I don't know why, maybe because it was more inconspicuous and I figured the zombies would go after the humans? I really can recall the reason...

I turned back though, and went the human way. I don't know where I was geographically, but there was electricity, a slight sense of security. It's like it was a common destination to flee the zombies, there were people there. this one group of people had just gotten there and I asked them what was the dealio at this place. they pointed to a bus. There was something about death or being arrested. Apparently there was still a ruling government. We were either going to get killed by zombies or arrested for some stupid thing by the government. Basically the government was doing shit all about the zombies. Or maybe we were trying to escape a containment zone, but that thought didn't occur to me in the dream, the vibe was "holy fuck there's still a government? heh, they're even more useless than before".

So we went to the bus, they were screening everyone before they got in, making sure we weren't zombie. there was like a folding door that we went through after, we had to slip through it, because it was hardly open for security sake. It was really hard to get through? and they closed it on my leg... then there were stairs that led to a basement area. Despite it being a bus, it had a basement. There were comfy chairs, mostly full, I was still with that group of people, and for some reason a lot of shit had crazy asian influence firefly style but it was normal. Anyway, we found a few free chairs, and the person on the end of the row of chairs moved their bag or something to indicate I could sit beside them, then I recognized them, they were one of them people from ipsos, a slightly disliked person from days I think. It was odd we started talking and there was crazy emotional pain or whatever that made me want to hug her, because y'know link to the good past. We talked about how the whole thing happened so quickly, something really awesome like a trip had happened right before. I'd asked where she was when it happened, she had been in HR, we both worked that same time, though in RL we never do.. Then some movie came on... and there was that feeling of hope and or pain, emotional attachment to some lady I don't really know or like.

Oh and I think the movie started with Bloom's face.. And some how later on there was me drinking, then I glimpsed and I was drinking mountain dew.. which was very not me. I wanted to say that that should be a beer not mountain dew of all drinks, but I didn't 'cause of that lady. I think the me in the movie was drinking at work.. It was the connection that we had that prevented me from expressing my thoughts.

So I say, zombie apocalypse hero I was?
I went here;
http://dreammoods.com/
Zombie
To dream that you are a zombie, denotes that you are physically and/or emotionally detached from people and situations that are currently surrounding you. You are out of touch. Alternatively, it may indicate that you are feeling dead inside and are simply going through the motions of daily living.

Apocalypse
To dream of the apocalypse, signifies an emotional and dramatic change taken place within. The dream may also indicate the end of one kind of lifestyle and the beginning of another.

Hero
To dream that you are a hero, signifies your inner strength and weaknesses. You are bravely facing and challenging the secrets of your unconscious.

Movie
To dream that you are watching a movie, suggests that you are watching life pass you by. Perhaps you are living vicariously through the actions of others. Consider also how the movie parallels to situations in your waking life. Observe how the characters relate to you and how they may represent an aspect of yourself.

To dream that you are playing a role in the movie, foretells that something from your unconscious is about to emerge or be revealed. It may also represent memories of images or scenes from your past. Alternatively, the dream may be pointing you toward a new role that you might be undertaking. Your unconscious is psychologically preparing you for this new role.

To dream that the movie screen is blank, suggests that you are feeling excluded in some situation. You are feeling lonely and sad.

Movie Theater (Not quite but it was a room full of strangers watching a movie)
To dream that you are in a movie theater, indicates that you are attempting to protect yourself from your emotions and/or actions. Viewing them on a movie screen projects them onto another person and thus makes those feelings/actions distant . You may be protecting yourself from experiencing them.

So accurate for today. I'm fighting the zombie-ness. Now is a time of change.

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