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Murgle.
Gaah.. I haven't written anything of interest here in... a long time.. Herm.
I guess nothing of great importance has happened until now.
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Hem. kais. So. Today is the 4th of January. Yesterday was the 3rd, the day before, the 2nd. Wondrous.

So. On the 2nd After 2 years of msn-ing and failed meeting up I finally met up with this guy, Ilya. We went to Timmies. And ate too much. But talked and that was fun. Y'know the whole fear that you know someone online but they're completelly different in real life? Yeah. It seems to be an unfounded fear in this case. Then we found out that there is nothing to do around Algonquin College, which is where we met, as it was a halfway point between the two ends of the city we live in. mhmm.

So then we decided to go to a movie theater, the Coliseum, a movie theater. We got there at 8, the next movie was at nine. We decided to wait, play around with the arcade they had there. (Hah! I have somewhat celebrated winter-een-mas!) I played Air Hockey for the first time. It was fun, I sucked, but not way too much. I actually got a few goals.. Then the DDR Machine was free. For the third time, I played. I shouldn't have, because DDR doesn't like me. Or more I have a terrible sense of rhythm (.. and I pretend to be a musician..) And he played and was good; he has good rhythm, and makes good techno. Ahem. Nearly died because he put it at a hard and fast setting, but we survived. And nine o'clock came.

We had a choice between the new James Bond movie and another spy movie; "The Good Sheppard". We should have seen Bond. But we went for the other way too long spy movie. Seriously it was 3 hours total, and could easily have ended anywhere in the last hour. A movie like LotR can go three hours. But Nyah! It was kinda badly cast too.. Historical fiction about this head CIA dude. It put too much emphasis on the historical part, and not enough on the holding the plot together, it ran on, and seemed badly crafted. Or something.

Yeah. It ended a bit past midnight. I was supposed to be home before midnight. The local buses don't run past midnight. So that got me into a bit of trouble. Still. It was incredibly fun. And ^^ yesh.

So that was the Second of January. The Third he worked, but we talked that night and yesh. ^^ It's happiness. We're "dating" now. I guess? Bah. Terminology. But yeah. Happiness! No idea how this will work out, I want to it to very much though. He's an incredibly nice guy, funny talented, the kind of person you can easily be comfortable around. And I respect him, which for me is incredibly important. If one cannot respect a person, how can one like, much less love said person? I don't care if they don't respect me. Well I do care, but for me it's more important that I can respect them, I try to be honest with myself.

Yeah. So. That's it I guess. Well. Sorta. I'll write my fears in the matter; I haven't dated in two years, and even then, the times I have ( A grand bloody total of three) lasted only a shortwhile. As in I never dated for over three weeks. Yeah. I don't want that to happen this time. I seriously want it to last. I really like this guy, he's great, and even more I wouldn't want anything to happen to our friendship. So I don't want to screw this up. And he's in university, I'm stll stuck in grade twelve, I don't want him to think I'm all immature. Gah. Don't I sound thirteen. Bah. This guy is incredible, Quebec maybe me terribly insecure about anything and everything I do I guess. I really don't want to screw this up.

Ok. I think that's all. Gah. I sound like a soap opera.