04 March 2005
Religion. What is its use? To destroy peace? In History that is all it has done! For one good thing Religion does it does ten more bad things. Religion is useless. Why do I still search then? I am an idiot. To still have hope in religion makes me that. I am sure I infuriate those that try and bring me to the "light' of christianity. Christianity has only brought me suffering. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so wary of it. In a way I miss the innocence I had in christianity. With knowledge comes suffering. I have knowledge now I am distrustful. I constantly lie. I hate having to lie. it disgusts me. I am disgusting. I wish I wasn't. My past has made me this way. In wish I could erase my past. I miss being so naive. So innocent. I miss life.